Husband's surgery and a bad day

Today, my husband has to get oral surgery done on his mouth.  I really want to be there for him, but I can't sit at the hospital all day with the baby.  I don't want Zander around all those germs because I already think that he is getting a cold :(  Today, I'm having a bad day in general.  Since my husband has been in school this is the first day I have actually spent alone since we have gotten here.  I know I have to get use to it because he was going to start work back eventually, but I just thought this time would be different.  I guess it is a little different because I just don't have a lot of time to be depressed and homesick like I did before.  I still really haven't made any friends and I have found one family part time to babysit.  I really need another one for full time but it seems like everytime someone seems intrested they either find someone else or change their mind.  It's just frustrating I guess.  Plus, its been difficult to get Zander in a whole new routine since we are here now and not with grandma and grandpa.  I know it's for the best for Zander, Chris, and I to be a family, but sometimes it's just hard.  I wouldn't want my husband to get out of the army though because I know that he loves it and he provides for us so I'm able to be a stay at home mom with our precious little boy!  I guess this is all just part of being an adult!  We have also been struggling with constipation and spitting up again with Zander, but I really don't want to go through switching formulas again and he tried about everyone of them before anyways and none of them helped.  He sees his pediatrician on Dec. 21st so I guess we will see what he says.  Anyways, I need to start laundry and wash bottle and try to keep my mind occupied because I'm worried about my hubby :(